In this piece, I would like to discuss the evidence I have that I am, indeed, targeted. There are People aiming to keep Me “down,” impoverished.
I spent 10 years of My life applying nearly daily to jobs. The job I had went away when the business was sold and the work I was doing went out of state. Though I was struggling to keep pace at the old job, because of My arthritis, I did not want to go homeless when I was denied disability.
I was denied disability for a bogus claim that I was faking My arthritic condition! Because I have psoriatic arthritis, and not rheumatoid arthritis, My SED rates are normal. But because My SED rates are normal, I was accused of faking My disability. (Not sure if that came about because I am targeted, or just incompetence…)
I would apply to 35-50 jobs a day – Monster made applying to many very easy and fast, plus I was checking out other sites as well. Got a fair number of interviews, and many job offers from those interviews. But…
Then They would not get back to Me with the details of when I would start and all. Calls and emails went unanswered. And the few places I managed to get through to, every One sounded very nervous. They would offer BS as to why, actually, I DIDN'T have the job, and I even caught One in a lie.
None of Them had let Me know I actually didn’t have the job. Businesses usually let People know when They change Their minds about employing someOne, yet none of the places I managed to get through to had done that.
It took Me seven years – seven years certain with every application that I would be offered the job – to begin to suspect someOne was making sure I did not have a job. I kept at it for three more years anyway, hoping I was wrong. After just over 10 years, and over 120,000 applications, I gave up.
I went homeless in the first year, and still am homeless, 17 years later. Nigh destitute.
There are other clues – I have had people offer Me a place to stay – and then I never hear from Them again. When I try to buy things on the web with the card I get My social “security” on (not even ½ a studio apartment’s rent!), though there is money enough for the small things I want, My card is rejected.
But…
For all I am up against, for all the homeless struggle, the times I spent in trucks on the road to have a roof over My head, for all the time in shelters, for all the sleeping on park benches… I still press on to solve for the psychopaths in control, the Ones who would create hell for Me here on Our planet.
Thought I had to give up on creating My videos – the arthritis became so bad that doing the sound editing became excruciating – I still type out My articles, though even typing hurts, to the aim of helping You, helping Humanity as a whole, to co-create vastly better than what is being created for Us Now by the psychopaths in control.
The only payment for My efforts I have asked for is Your time to read (and watch past vids), and Your efforts to share. I am well paid when You choose to afford Me these things.
And to assist You in offering Your time and efforts to Me, I present a few of My videos and articles:
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Electrogravitics: Gravity Control & Energy from the Aether (9 min): https://odysee.com/@amaterasusolar:8/electrogravitics-gravity-control-energy:6?lid=eeff9e0c80138ce03e22d76bcd5f2f873ff46b72
I Have a Blueprint (8 min): https://odysee.com/@amaterasusolar:8/i-have-a-blueprint:1?lid=eeff9e0c80138ce03e22d76bcd5f2f873ff46b72
The Detailed Blueprint (for a Society of Ethical Sovereigns) (7 min): https://odysee.com/@amaterasusolar:8/the-detailed-blueprint-vocal-redo:9?lid=eeff9e0c80138ce03e22d76bcd5f2f873ff46b72
Is Money Evil? (14 min): https://odysee.com/@amaterasusolar:8/is-money-evil:9?lid=eeff9e0c80138ce03e22d76bcd5f2f873ff46b72
Why Free Energy Technology Is Suppressed (article): https://amaterasusolar.substack.com/p/why-free-energy-technology-is-suppressed
The Story of a Carpenter (article): https://amaterasusolar.substack.com/p/the-story-of-a-carpenter
The Dopamine Fix (article): https://amaterasusolar.substack.com/p/the-dopamine-fix
The Cop and the Little Old Lady – An Illustrative Story (short story): https://amaterasusolar.substack.com/p/the-cop-and-the-little-old-lady
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Endia – A Short Story by Amaterasu Solar
http://tapyoureit.boards.net/thread/260/endia
Quite the Opposite – A Short Story for Change – by Amaterasu Solar
http://tapyoureit.boards.net/thread/72/quite-opposite-short-story-change
The Abundance Paradigm – A Novella by Amaterasu Solar
http://tapyoureit.boards.net/thread/242/abundance-paradigm-novella
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My father taught Me never to believe anything. He told Me to place probabilities and adjust them as new data come along, asking the question, "Does that explain what I see?," when evaluating data. He was an aerospace engineer, and worked with T Townsend Brown (see My featured vid on Odysee or YouToilet). From a very early age I was concerned that the way I was told things worked, in terms of government and social affairs, did not explain what I saw. So the first few decades I worked to determine WHY this was.
I wound up in banking, seeing the flow of things in the headquarters of a major bank in Los Angeles. I became intimately familiar with the flow of money, and economics. I asked the question, "Why do We use money?"
When the web arrived, My research capabilities flourished, and I learned much that explained what I saw, but the only explanations I found for why We use money started with trade and barter, which are still money in a direct form, and did not answer the WHY. Then, I came upon the explanation that these were used because, with a finite amount of stuff, it was to ensure that We got Our "fair share" in a scarcity environment, in exchange for the work We added.
From this I realized the WHY. We were accounting for Our energy input into things. And that We needed to do this because the Human energy was scarce compared to what We needed to be produced (back then).
I also discovered that over half Our planet's wealth was "owned" by fewer than 100 Humans...
I was very interested in psychology, too. And studied it deeply, being fascinated by psychopathy, focusing on that aberration, learning that They had discovered a gene that manifested Individuals who were incapable of love, compassion, caring, and empathy for Others – primary psychopaths. Seeing that the wealth was so disproportionate, and that the families who "owned" it inbred, what would explain what I saw would be that They wanted to retain that psychopathic gene. Given that the wealth could feed, clothe, house ALL of Us (and give Us freedom) abundantly and many times over, and yet None set forth to care for Humanity, I had to give probability approaching 100% that They are psychopaths, as that explains perfectly what I see, and answers My quest for why the way I was told things worked did not explain what I saw.
And I asked... If I was a psychopath, with enough wealth to buy anything and anyOne I wanted to, and given that money = power (power over Others is something psychopaths seek), would I be motivated to create a false "reality" for the masses and thereby manipulate Them? I think You can figure out what answer I came up with. And would that explain what I see? Absolutely.
Now, given that money is merely the accounting token used to account for Our Human energy, it would follow that free energy would threaten fully the accounting for Our energy. If I was a psychopath, with enough money to buy sites like Wikipedia, the media, the education system, etc., would I do all I could to suppress and hide free energy?
And given I personally know that electrogravitics offers both gravity control and energy from the aether (the electromagnetic field that pervades the universe), and that it went into black projects, such efforts to hide and suppress would explain what I see completely.
So I am neither a "conspiracy theorist," nor am I a "conspiritard," but rather... I am a conspiracy analyst. And given this analysis, knowing that conspiracies are the NORM in history and that they didn't just stop some years back, I conclude that conspiracies abound. That explains perfectly what I see.
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Love always.
Sorry to hear this, you are quite pleasant and talented. Many companies and recruiters now have an age limit cut off on CVs they will read, could even be 50. If you are really in a fix you can find ways to post that you will tudor or teach English on-line to persons in Korea, Taiwan and Japan. Maybe even fix the English on research papers that doctors and scientists write in those countries. Good luck.
I gave up trying to work for others when I was about 45. I have done autocad drafting and for a time did housecleaning, because I got so sick of (and sick from) working on a computer. I would like to get away from 5g, entirely. I think it's killing us faster than we even realize, and of course if they send a bunch of EMF pulses our way they may kill many humans all at once. Make sure you are off your phone Oct 4 and Oct 11 at 2 pm, and away from 5g, for what it's worth.