Choosing to Depress

Is depression chosen by the depressed One? My experience relative to that question…

Some of You reading this will recognize a great deal of this as a comment I left on Dee’s Substack here:

Tips for managing anxiety & depression

She asked Us to feel free to share what has worked for Us in mitigating depression and anxiety. And so, though I have never been an anxious One…

I suffered from chronic depression as a child and through to My early adulthood. And I do mean chronic. Had suicidal thoughts. Every day. The world was a dark and sad place and I pondered why I had to have been born.

One day My sister introduced Me to a book called Choice Theory, by William Glasser. In it, He suggested that depressing was a choice. Of course, I did not accept that – at first. No way depression was something I was choosing!

But I did decide to try the suggestion He made for handling depression.

Every time I noticed I was depressed, I would ask Myself why I was choosing to depress. And whether I got an answer or not, the next question I asked was, "Is there a better choice?" From the very first time, I noticed a difference.

I found that the depression would lift for an hour or two. But then I would catch Myself depressing and ask the questions again. Again, it would lift for a short while. The fact that it did lift at all suggested that maybe Glasser was right.

I kept at it, and after a week, I was asking the questions once or twice a day. A month in and maybe two or three times a week. By six months, I stopped choosing to depress at all. 40+ years later, and I still never choose to depress.

I know that from the perspective of One who is depressed most of the time, accepting that depression is a choice is very difficult. It’s so easy to blame the universe for the things that make One depressed. But I can say for sure, accepting depression as a choice One makes and addressing that choice works.

And I do recommend reading Choice Theory. There’s much in those pages that help gain a perspective, and a handle on One’s emotions.

And as always, I offer links to My work, aiming at convincing You of the truth, that the system only has power over Those who consent to it. If You want to be free of Their control, withdraw consent!

(Fear is a choice, too. I know. I stopped choosing fear, letting it go, when I first started My path to share a solution to the psychopaths in control – I knew what I was up against.)

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I Do Not Consent! (article): https://amaterasusolar.substack.com/p/i-do-not-consent

Under Duress Only (article): https://amaterasusolar.substack.com/p/under-duress-only

Walking the Walk (article): https://amaterasusolar.substack.com/p/walking-the-walk

Walking the Walk Some More (article): https://amaterasusolar.substack.com/p/walking-the-walk-some-more

You Have a Choice – Will You Choose Wisely? (article): https://amaterasusolar.substack.com/p/you-have-a-choice-will-you-choose

I Have a Blueprint (8 min): https://odysee.com/@amaterasusolar:8/i-have-a-blueprint:1?lid=eeff9e0c80138ce03e22d76bcd5f2f873ff46b72

The Detailed Blueprint (for a Society of Ethical Sovereigns) (7 min): https://odysee.com/@amaterasusolar:8/the-detailed-blueprint-vocal-redo:9?lid=eeff9e0c80138ce03e22d76bcd5f2f873ff46b72

Is Money Evil? (14 min): https://odysee.com/@amaterasusolar:8/is-money-evil:9?lid=eeff9e0c80138ce03e22d76bcd5f2f873ff46b72

The GentleOne's Solution (7 min): https://odysee.com/@amaterasusolar:8/the-gentleone-s-solution-7-minute-video:4?lid=eeff9e0c80138ce03e22d76bcd5f2f873ff46b72

Electrogravitics: Gravity Control & Energy from the Aether (9 min): https://odysee.com/@amaterasusolar:8/electrogravitics-gravity-control-energy:6?lid=eeff9e0c80138ce03e22d76bcd5f2f873ff46b72

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Endia – A Short Story by Amaterasu Solar

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Quite the Opposite – A Short Story for Change – by Amaterasu Solar

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The Abundance Paradigm – A Novella by Amaterasu Solar

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My father taught Me never to believe anything. He told Me to place probabilities and adjust them as new data come along, asking the question, "Does that explain what I see?," when evaluating data. He was an aerospace engineer, and worked with T Townsend Brown (see My featured vid on Odysee or YouToilet). From a very early age I was concerned that the way I was told things worked, in terms of government and social affairs, did not explain what I saw. So the first few decades I worked to determine WHY this was.

I wound up in banking, seeing the flow of things in the headquarters of a major bank in Los Angeles. I became intimately familiar with the flow of money, and economics. I asked the question, "Why do We use money?"

When the web arrived, My research capabilities flourished, and I learned much that explained what I saw, but the only explanations I found for why We use money started with trade and barter, which are still money in a direct form, and did not answer the WHY. Then, I came upon the explanation that these were used because, with a finite amount of stuff, it was to ensure that We got Our "fair share" in a scarcity environment, in exchange for the work We added.

From this I realized the WHY. We were accounting for Our energy input into things. And that We needed to do this because the Human energy was scarce compared to what We needed to be produced (back then).

I also discovered that over half Our planet's wealth was "owned" by fewer than 100 Humans...

I was very interested in psychology, too. And studied it deeply, being fascinated by psychopathy, focusing on that aberration, learning that They had discovered a gene that manifested Individuals who were incapable of love, compassion, caring, and empathy for Others – primary psychopaths. Seeing that the wealth was so disproportionate, and that the families who "owned" it inbred, what would explain what I saw would be that They wanted to retain that psychopathic gene. Given that the wealth could feed, clothe, house ALL of Us (and give Us freedom) abundantly and many times over, and yet None set forth to care for Humanity, I had to give probability approaching 100% that They are psychopaths, as that explains perfectly what I see, and answers My quest for why the way I was told things worked did not explain what I saw.

And I asked... If I was a psychopath, with enough wealth to buy anything and anyOne I wanted to, and given that money = power (power over Others is something psychopaths seek), would I be motivated to create a false "reality" for the masses and thereby manipulate Them? I think You can figure out what answer I came up with. And would that explain what I see? Absolutely.

Now, given that money is merely the accounting token used to account for Our Human energy, it would follow that free energy would threaten fully the accounting for Our energy. If I was a psychopath, with enough money to buy sites like Wikipedia, the media, the education system, etc., would I do all I could to suppress and hide free energy?

And given I personally know that electrogravitics offers both gravity control and energy from the aether (the electromagnetic field that pervades the universe), and that it went into black projects, such efforts to hide and suppress would explain what I see completely.

So I am neither a "conspiracy theorist," nor am I a "conspiritard," but rather... I am a conspiracy analyst. And given this analysis, knowing that conspiracies are the NORM in history and that they didn't just stop some years back, I conclude that conspiracies abound. That explains perfectly what I see.

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Love always.